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| I can't take it any longer, I can't keep myself together. I don't need you to be stronger. I can't hold on forever. | | |
| My mom is finally home! I get to spend Memorial Day with her but I'm not sure what we're gonna do. My mom cut Bobbi's hair and she is now hideous. Every time I see her I'm like, who are you?! Get outta hurrr!
So I heard some sad news today and I'm pretty much speechless about that. I wish the best for all who are suffering out there, no matter what the misfortune is. But on a lighter(?) note, I witnessed some crazy stuff today! I was at the CVS checkout with my sister when I saw someone leave the store from the corner of my eyes, and then some automated voice came over the loudspeaker saying something about inventory and checkout or some shit. Then a lady employee ran out the door at the speed of lightning and as my sister and I left the store, we saw her chase down the woman who I saw leave from the corner of my eyes. For awhile I thought they were really going at it but the employee was actually just trying to get the basket of stolen goods back from the crazy woman. A lot of arms and items flew up in the air and that's all I saw because I went inside another store. I wonder what happened? Did the employee let that woman leave or did she get prosecuted?! I have never seen anyone steal from a store like that, besides the time I saw someone break into a car and steal a gps lol.
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| Sometimes when I fall deep into thoughts of the past, I forget about today and my present life. I forget that I've gone through my first year of college and that I've found a new love interest. Sometimes I forget about the different perspectives I've developed over the course of a few years. When I think about the past, I actually feel like I am right in the moment. I am that self again where I am naive, or where I am so unexposed to everything that I have seen up until today. Then I snap out of it, asking myself what the hell I'm doing lingering on about these things. But it's nothing to be ashamed of. It makes me realize how much I've gone through and possibly how much I have grown up. Some things make me feel so nostalgic and I want to relive that moment again. But would I replace today for yesterday? Then there are those moments I wish never happened because when they come across my mind, I just want to wither away and disappear even though those moments are long gone. Nonetheless, the thought of starting my life over again gnaws away in the back of my mind. I know it's not possible and never will be but what does it hurt to ponder for a few minutes of my life.
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I love candles and I think my obsession is slowly becoming unhealthy. | | |
| It’s effin hot today. I can’t believe that it’s already 5pm and I feel like I’ve done so little even though I had some business to take care of. I took one last look at my apartment today, and it was so depressing! Everything empty except for a few items here and there, waiting to be thrown out or taken away. I have a lot of time on my hands this summer, so I want to venture off and discover what I like. I wish money wasn’t an issue, but unfortunately it is. I have not splurged in such a long time and I wish I was more frugal when I did have more than enough money to live off of. Fucking speeding ticket. Fucking useless items I would buy and never need! I want to live somewhat spontaneous like my sister. She bought an expensive camera out of the blue and with time she’s like a professional photographer now, even though I don’t think she’s gonna be doing that for a living. Just a hobby. I have a digital camera that I hardly use, because it sucks and the flash whites faces out. But I guess I want to start capturing more memories or something and make it useful. I wish I was a more useful person. Oftentimes I am just there. 
I miss my Meow-meow :[ | | |
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